I believe that it is very important to people to get counseling and other forms of professional help when their safety and well-being are at stake. Depression and anxiety are more common than most people know and there is no need to go without help when it is so widely available. There is also no shame in seeking help. Having said that, I hope that you will take full advantage of the many resources available to you. Here is a brief list of some organizations that can help you move forward.
American Counseling Association
Look here for information regarding qualified counselors in your area within the United States and Canada.
American Psychological Association
Look here for information regarding qualified psychologists in your area.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
View this site to learn more about suicide, how to help others or if you are in need of help–24 hours a day, seven days a week!
National Domestic Violence Hotline
Good resource for people in domestic violence situations or for those wanting to help someone they know experiencing this.